Virtual friends

To me, my virtual friends sometimes are better then my real friends. However, my friendship with them can never be as my friendship with my real friends. 

I can proudly say that I met some of my virtual friends in person and for some of them I got really shocked. I didn't think they looked like they did, because you never really know who is behind that computer screen. 

Some people may say that it's unsafe to meet other people by web, but I never-ever met someone I would, for example, date and stuff like that because I feel like online dating isn't so safe. And this thing I just said was so unneeded but oh well. 

Personally I think you can make really nice virtual friends and I give you a heads up for that. Just don't became friends if your, idk, 15 and you want to become friends with a 50 year-old guy. Because let's face it, we all know how that will end up...

Oh and if anyone wants to be friends with me, don't be afraid to chat with me. :)

Back when I lost my best friend.

I had one best friend that I could tell everything to, until she moved to a new school and to a new location due to her parents divorce. She was still in the same town, which was good. We could see each other. We promised ourselves that we would be friends, and hang out every weekend.

It was like that the first 2 weeks, and then we just saw each other again on birthdays. Now we don't even see each other anymore, because everyone in school forgot about her, I guess. I didn't. I still remember her, I remember everything about her. I wish we were still friends, but we aren't. We may end up in the same high school (it starts way way way later in my country than in normal ones) because I heard she is planning on going in the one I want. I hope it goes like that because, even tho I hate to admin it, I miss her. I haven't seen her in a year and a half. I saw her brother yesterday tho, he told me she was doing alright. I'm curious if she even remembers me, if she remembers those 6 years we were there for each other. 

Sadly now, she turned into a whole different person I never even knew. Sometimes I wonder what would she end up being if she stayed in the same school. Would we continue being friends or would we stop? Would we end up in a big fight or plan to go to the same school together? Those are questions that I will never know the answer for...

However, I moved on. I found new friend, but none of them are really my best friends because they ditch me sometimes, and by the time I wanted to make friends, they already had them :/ 

But I won't end this by being sad, because I don't want you to feel that way about me. I'm happy that I don't have a best friend, I'm happy just the way things are right now, but I do always wonder how would it be the other side around. 

"It is sad when you realize you are not as important to someone as they are to you!"

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Back from London + School Picture Day!

Hello!
I recently got back from London and it was by far the best trip ever! I feel in love with London even tho everyone who was with me thought that it was nothing special.
I guess I've just always been interested in England in general, I always wanted to study there and I still have a tape from when I was four telling my mom I wanted to go there. And there I was, 10 years later. My London trip was amazing. I know I said that like 5 times now, but it really was.
The thing I liked the most was probably the Buckingham Palace or the Trafalgar Square, I don't even know yet. It was just a dream come true, and it was like a miracle to me. I mean, it's everything I ever wanted coming true. I'll probably write a whole post about 'What to see in London?' when my feelings are settled.
Oh and I have picture day today, which is not the best thing since I'm sick. :/

LONDON HERE I COME!

Tomorrow, I am finally going to London. It's kinda sad that I couldn't of go there any earlier, like on 3.4.2013. because that was the day I had my flight, had a ticket to a 1D concert, but I guess not all things in life go as easy as planned or visas don't arrive as fast as they should. So now, I  have a flight on 11.4.2013. which is tomorrow and I'm so blessed that I can finally go to London and see it. I'm so happy and I won't be posting any time soon. Sorry.