I had one best friend that I could tell everything to, until she moved to a new school and to a new location due to her parents divorce. She was still in the same town, which was good. We could see each other. We promised ourselves that we would be friends, and hang out every weekend.
It was like that the first 2 weeks, and then we just saw each other again on birthdays. Now we don't even see each other anymore, because everyone in school forgot about her, I guess. I didn't. I still remember her, I remember everything about her. I wish we were still friends, but we aren't. We may end up in the same high school (it starts way way way later in my country than in normal ones) because I heard she is planning on going in the one I want. I hope it goes like that because, even tho I hate to admin it, I miss her. I haven't seen her in a year and a half. I saw her brother yesterday tho, he told me she was doing alright. I'm curious if she even remembers me, if she remembers those 6 years we were there for each other.
Sadly now, she turned into a whole different person I never even knew. Sometimes I wonder what would she end up being if she stayed in the same school. Would we continue being friends or would we stop? Would we end up in a big fight or plan to go to the same school together? Those are questions that I will never know the answer for...
However, I moved on. I found new friend, but none of them are really my best friends because they ditch me sometimes, and by the time I wanted to make friends, they already had them :/
But I won't end this by being sad, because I don't want you to feel that way about me. I'm happy that I don't have a best friend, I'm happy just the way things are right now, but I do always wonder how would it be the other side around.
"It is sad when you realize you are not as important to someone as they are to you!"
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